What should I do about Fortnite?

Today a different question than usual, it is namely Fortnite. I'm really really bad and have no idea what to do, before you say I should not go around for a computer game, I'll go ahead and pick it up. When Fortnite appeared it was not known at first and eventually it was in schools Publik, I, end of season 3 to play Fortnite actually quite happy, but the problem was more likely that the students at my school (high school) had no real desire to do something outside. During school time everything is great, you get along well, but in the 6th hour it starts "Do you come on Fortnite today?". At first, everything was fine, until I played with the classmates, because then they realized how bad I'm and distanced myself from my school. Nowadays, I'm really taking advantage of my classmates because I'm actually looking for their attention, even from my old friends, I do not mean to use Lari Fari, they make me give you skins and items that I donate pay from my pocket money. I'm really desperate today, I thought it would get better because I was really good at something today: Air Royale so good that I won 4 out of 5 rounds with a psn friend (the only one who ever wants to play with me)). In the flying of the plane, I was sent, have left opponents in a storm, landed for 5 Sec, etc. But the sticking point is Battle Royal, but now comes the blatant people: I have despite continuous play since the beginning of Season 4 still EVER NO WIN. When I looked at my phone today after Air Royale, but my joy is haunting, a classmate had written me the following: You xy, send pictures of your RDW Inventory, because today want to have weapons, preferably all 130s you have. I can't talk to my mother, she has always dismissed it as unimportant, but all Fortnite really play it and I'm really at the end. I just read an article recently about how a gaming site makes fun of giving kids Fortnite tuition, but I know very well how it is and can't improve myself, whether I change attitudes or practice triple ramps. I master build and shoot halfway, but it just always fails, which has happened to me quite often, is that I build a wall and the enemy then shoots lightning fast with the pump and builds against.

I would be very happy if somebody wants to help me, it just does not stop me with Fortnite, that makes everything even worse, I've already tried.

Important for the future (applies generally):

Do not give anyone anything just to get recognition, you will not get it, but you will only be seen as a "useful idiot".
If you want to get better at something you have to practice and learn your own tricks that will give you benefits.
Fortnite is and remains only a game. Even if others interpret a lot into it, you should not make it bigger and more important than it is. It is for entertainment and not to cause problems.
If something is not for you, find something in which you are good and define yourself through your strengths.

That brings me a little further, because I can't stop without problems then and if I'm getting better, everything would be fine, I'm doing almost 1 year now

What kind of problems would there be?

I practice and practice for almost a year. Quitting does not help, just makes it worse and even you surely had a win?

The want to have nothing to do with one and it would run out on real bad bullying

Then the counter question would you like to have something to do with someone who just exploits you? You also find real friends, because you do not have to adapt to a trend. When it comes to bullying, there are also ways to defend against it and even gain genuine respect.

No '' just in groups wedges stop where I had no kill '' Habs but also seen at 5-6 years especially very strong how fast you are excluded there. If I find nonsense finally there's still a real world that should not really be replaced by a video world (ka as I should call it). But that with the donate and so I'd definitely leave benevolence is actually always exploited what comes to me so synonymous of what you say. Do all of you always play in your class, or are there perhaps those who are not just looking for it? If so, it might not be a bad idea (as long as there are no full spaces) to stick to it a bit, maybe those are better friends who do not just go out for a game. Would my advice now ^^ 'I hope I help a bit

You just do not understand that and there are not many options for me, Fortnite is a lot going on these days and so far everyone has turned away just because I'm bad at Fortnite, and new friends were quickly gone, though I can do much else, such as Program

I understand that already and I know that this is not a nice situation, but that would be the advice I can give you, so that you are more satisfied in the long term. Friends who like you just because of your skills in a game are not real friends. The real friends you would recognize by the fact that they give you tips to get better and follow up. You are only dependent on it if you make yourself dependent on it.

Yes, I understand, but there are very few in our class and they do not want to be in the first place, because they naturally want to be part of it as well. What I do not understand, why such full Honks like Ninja, Tfue etc. Can be good, but not me. They are conceited and Ninja is sometimes even xenophobic and makes row after row negative headlines "Ninja complains that he does not get his own skin" - come on, just be quiet, anyway nothing would be without epic

But they are also not in the mood if you still have not improved after a month, because they block one and then say they are not upset anymore…

Yes I think gaming YouTube z. B also completely stupid the reinforce only the hype and get money for it yes ok with some there's still a lot of money in there but in the reason then unnecessarily but then still play on. I also really enjoy gambling, but I would not think of doing it professionally or anything like that, the real world is more important to me

Yes, I share your views already somewhere, but now good night.

Good night 👋

There are only two things you can control: what you think and what you do. Everything else you can't influence; neither how others think about you, nor whether you are bullied or not.

If you have a confident attitude, such as dismissing Fortnite as just a game and doing what you can and are fun for yourself, you have more of it. The others will bully anyway whom they want (and if they think up a reason completely).

If you do not like the rules of the game, how others handle you, you have to change them with your own behavior. Here it is up to you to say what you want and what you do not want. Even then, some of you will turn away, but as you say, they already do that anyway. It would be worth a try.

Jz honestly they drive you to pay them things talk to their parents about that are happy not to hear about it (unless they are on r / calledparents) and fortnite wow fortnite play the games you have bock and play them as well you can / want to know only one person the pc plays out of the reaoe öife because the rest idiots or consoles are players and I also come clearly on reddit and other forums such as aif your level with which you can gamble something there are numerous discord servers, websites, teamspeak servers, forums and other things to find people who want to zoken with you and not use you for trashy skins and I thought people in high schools are civilized people

Edit: or talk to your teacher about the need to buy stuff for you

Only on the edge of forcing you to give them money (pay skins) is a crime that can be brought to the display and can be quite good for you because they see you look like in a robbery force them skins to buy / money to them give (for a 12-year-old I know well with laws but have no teaching in it that's why up there can be wrong)

They do not force him but they bring him to it by otherwise he does not belong