I'm 12 (almost 13)
my mother has a new boyfriend and has been very "mean" to me since (Ça. 8 months). She just yells at me and when I hear her coming, I'm immediately scared for no reason. (she doesn't hit me or anything)
even if she talks to me "normally", I don't like the way in which tone she talks to me, which is why I'm very depressed after a few sentences with her. Everything we talk about is what a disappointment I'm.
I don't understand why I should be one, I'm at a high school and in my opinion I have good grades (2/3…) And also learn a lot, but she wants me to get even better.
Right now I'm on vacation and have been playing video games very intensively for 3 days (7 hours a day) it was even worse once, and I mean I'm on vacation. I'll go back to school in 10 days anyway and have to study. But today my mom took away my Ps4 and my cell phone.
Whenever she is happy, or has something where she knows that I would be happy too, (e.g. Energy, a new game, etc.) she looks at me with a laughing look to show that she has something better than that I.
When I told her that I would like to see a psychologist because I think I have depression (seriously please don't make fun of it) she just yelled at me about it and said I'm just a child and I don't even know how it is sad to be "everyone has a bad day" "that's all just a trend from the internet"
I've already tried to talk to her about it, but then I was only yelled at.
I knew someone who became just like that when they got a new partner. She wanted to be free again and her children (younger than you) were a burden for her. Maybe you should ask her for a chat and share your thoughts and feelings with her and ask her why she was doing it.
Thank you very much, I haven't even thought about it
Stay strong, you can do it somehow c
