So I'm going to be 2 hours 15 years old until tomorrow. I have a huge problem, I'm totally depressed inside, I'm afraid to ride my bike on a bridge because I often had quite violent arguments with my mother (parents are separated). Now it is so now that my birthday is tomorrow I want to have a cool birthday unfortunately the friend of my mother is there although I said I don't want him to come, I realize that he is mom's friend but I just think to myself so whose birthday is that again?
I'm not even allowed to get into my birthday my mother is a very big bourgeoisie the friend watches his program all the time and thinks he is something big. Anyway, tomorrow it will be a bad day because I'll be totally bored. My father is okay, but that's not the problem; whenever I come from him, my clothes go down like smoke. I'm also scared of my father but don't check it and I don't feel like just looking at cigarettes on my sixteenth birthday and finally smelling my breath. My father was addicted to gambling at the time and has been diving since he was 15 years old, precisely for the reason that my mother broke up with him. Well back then my mom had a cooler boyfriend after my parents split up. Since the two of them split up, I've been constantly depressed, I'm so incredibly attached to him, he was cool and whenever I was bullied he would come and tell the others you don't touch my son again understand?! Because of him we have had a cute cat for 5 years now it is my life insurance but this happiness will also be destroyed because my mother has been trying to give my cat away for weeks because her boyfriend (for 3 years she has been trying to keep my cat out). What should I do? I'm still in contact with mum's former boyfriend but he almost never has time we last saw each other in summer 2020 since then we write but we just can't find an appointment. I was even on a bridge and wanted to kill myself but I kept thinking of my cat Moni as she meows that she followed me to school because I live on the street from my school. I always think about how we got her and even if she is not my daughter now, I love her so much. She sleeps with me every night, I just can't let me hug her again. Now the question is should I go to dad tomorrow and play the tournament there (Fifa 21 always distracts me on PS4) or should I say no! I would rather that everyone gulps themselves but basically only make promises and never keep them?
PS I know I didn't put commas but I have other worries. It would be nice if I get an answer.
It really feels like I don't feel any connection to my parents!
Only to mom's former boyfriend.
Jmd idea w?
How about you just have a factual conversation with your mother on the birthday tomorrow. If she doesn't get involved because it's too short-term, just let the birthday go by and try to have a nice day. Then you can talk to your mother afterwards. Tell her your worries as you wrote it here. In addition, I would recommend that you contact your mother's old friend and tell him that you have to talk to him because you are not feeling well.
Talking helps a lot. Talk to your mom and former boyfriend about it.
Wish you all the best in two hours when I think about it.
I also wish you all the best, thanks for the answer. Unfortunately, the former friend has little time. He works on Sundays so that he can pick me up more often in the future. Because of a new car
The thing is, my mother's current boyfriend always makes jokes that nobody understands under 40.
My big sister is 18 years old, she used to be different, but my current boyfriend took her away from me more by making her a boring girl. My sister used to be cool but not anymore. I was even the only one who fought against Moni being given away. If you have a cat you can't just give it away. I spent the last 5 years of my life with it and it is my favorite.
What bothers me is my mom and my sister always laugh at jokes that are not funny at all, absolutely nobody laughs at them. In addition, he is not digital has a clamshell cell phone, which he calls cool, he makes this house where I live a stone age house that used to be different.
PS I just wanted to say again because the question was too long the part I had to say thanks for the answer, I'm always happy to get an answer. Because I'm sitting here and I'm bored
