Which job could fit. Do you need perspectives?

I'm looking for a long time for something that I can do with my life. Job technically I searched for many help. I've talked to the job center with the employment agency for some job finding BVB visits etc. Whenever I'm asked the school what I want to be time because I never had an answer. My mom was a child carer and I've tried both in the elderly care as well as in the child care. My father was a gardener and landscape designer. I also tried that, but I did not find anything that I liked. I have no idea how many internships I did and found nothing I wanted to do. In the time until now, I have on the second education my HSA and mitlerereife made but now the air is out. I'm a gambler out of passion and try it alongside with YouTube and Twitch but that's nothing I can do as a career. I play in tune. Even if I make a few hundred euro so that's enough. I desert but not what else I should do. I like being outside but also inside. My english is better than my german. I have a Fable for systems. I'm bad at math and often fully concentrated. Slowly process in things and average in the application. I have problems with heavy stress. When my mom was operated on the second time i tend to pull back on stress which is hard (it's normal to be ok). Have no problem with hours sitting in front of the PC. To cut things together or entertain myself. I like to observe even the smallest things. I'm not impulsive I'm controlled and can also plug in. I have a lot of patience and no problem with being covered in mud. I hope by doing a little picture of me stands. Now I would like to hear some of your dream professions. Not only the profession but also the wiso to understand it. Also not that I have to say anything reason but what makes him for you and if you already work a small pro contra picture. Maybe I find something that I like and I look at the profession. I would do anything for a goal as you have or had it. I thank everyone who writes me something that is meant seriously and also everyone who has read. I was awake all night and now I've got through to writing this.

If you can't turn your hobby into your profession, maybe something in the same field?

Software developer? Or game developer? Multimediaeleltroniker? There are many things around the hobbies on the PC.

We all just decided at some point.

Nothing bad happens when you do that.

Since you describe yourself as a sensitive person, I would put the emphasis on a nice operation.

One where you feel good. Then it does not matter what you do, if you like to go and live off of it.

With paragraphs your text would be much better to read.

what do you have for a school graduation?

The police would be both outside and in, but probably nothing if you're not 100% in stable.

how about something in the lab? Dairy farming, chemical laboratory ect, that is varied

For this thing I think I would have to study or at least have a college degree. Nevertheless, if there are goals, it would be an idea. I've already thought about graphic design and games development. Unfortunately, both parts of the private schools and the cost of money I do not have

I currently have a medium maturity qualification and I did not think about the deductions because I wrote emotionally. There has been a lot of changes. Excuse me

What about scholarships for you? Would it be possible to apply this time? For the current bills, you could then look for a side job.

From scholarships I have absolutely no idea. I do not know where or how to get it. I have my maturity with qualli. Well side job at 7 hours days allow some jobs not. For example, at some of the private schools that I had inquired about

That sounds nice only where I'm looking for something like that

May I ask where you live? It would be new to me if there were only private schools for it. I think you can even do distance learning.

Actually in the Cologne area. Unfortunately, there are not only private schools, but most of them are private for development. On the phone I was told that it is for the graphic design and games developer is a side section is not funded by the state and therefore would offer only to private schools. I thought that was a good year ago

Go to the job center and ask what kind of possibilities there are. They can answer all your questions.

Thank you for the help. Unfortunately, I hardly find any hearing from them. I have already asked a few questions and was handed around. Nevertheless, I will probably have to try again

You should not ask questions about goals. Nobody can tell you what to do. Thou shalt ask questions about opportunities such as study, funding opportunities, etc.

Is worth a try thank you 😊

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