Is that normal at 14?

I'm 14 years old and have been living with my father for about 5 weeks because my mother and I have had a long dispute and she takes advantage of the Corona Kriese to send me to my father (she has the right of residence) but it is with my father really not pleasant. I have the feeling that I withdraw more and more into myself. For example today: My father wanted me to order something for him on Amazon. So I went to Amazon and wanted to order it but still had to create an account. So I went to him because I was a minor to ask him if it was OK (I definitely tried it for over an hour). I said to him that I can't do this and that he should please do it. He said to me that I was a little brat who couldn't do anything and that he would do it right away. I went to my room on my cell phone and felt bad after what he said. Then he took the Wi-Fi away from me and took something out of my room. He turned on the light and I asked him to turn it off when I went out. He just turned around and said: "What do you actually think? You're just a little pisser. Move your ashes yourself"!

Whenever he says something like this to me, the very thing strikes me and I become more and more listless and doubts about what I do wrong? My only joy is my friends. As soon as I write or play with them I'm overjoyed.
Can you see that as depression? I sometimes have the thought that I would die, but they disappear relatively quickly. Please tell me what's wrong with me.

According to your text, don't you really get along with both parents? Your mother sends you to your father, and your father insults you and gives you tasks that you can't solve. In addition, you quickly get sad and only happy when you are with your friends?

You can't know whether you have depression yourself, it must be diagnosed by a doctor.
Talk to someone you trust and seek help from your fellow human beings if you feel so uncomfortable.

All the best!

It happens to me all the time and I keep wondering if it could be deppression but I don't think maybe you should google it