I hear voices / I'm not crazy / can someone give me advice?

Moinsen: I've been hearing voices in my room and in the village where I live around for some time now. I'm not crazy but I deeply believe that they are real.

So the problem is that we consume amphe every now and then, so a couple of friends and I and that, unlike me, they have no problems on this subject, I hear the voices especially when I have something intimate.

The problem is, and I know that it is people from my village and people from further afield. I hear them not only from my village but also, and that sounds pretty crazy now, also from my equipment

speak PC and PS4.

And I can't do anything to make them stop. Every day from morning to evening I feel shadowed and insulted. They say all kinds of insults and repeat everything I enter on my PC. I can't escape them even when I switch off my devices and disconnect from the Internet.

I no longer feel safe at home and every little bit of privacy is destroyed by them.

Since my computer and my old PS4 as well as my cell phone had been the victim of a skammer attack (that was the evening I heard them for the first time), I believe that the data and all other devices in my room are no longer secure.

I think everything I write, play, type on my cell phone, could read and see a lot of other people, I used to give our internet router password to a lot of former friends.

do I have to worry about that?

My question is:

Is there a theoretical way to install something like this in a strange house and so that someone can hear the voices of unknown people without being able to turn them off? I guess over radio or internet or something. With technology or something.

and

is there a way to discover and put something like this away?

I know it sounds crazy but I'm sure of these facts because there have been some events in the past that I seriously believe there are people who would do this because they are resentful.

I don't know what to do and I don't feel comfortable anywhere.

When you leave your house (so the devices are NOT around you) and e.g. Take a long walk; - Are the voices there too?

and; - It changes that you hear the voices when you

A) Have not consumed anything for a long time? Or

B) Being with other people than your usual "friends" (with whom you consume amphetamine? Or

C) when you are well rested, full and in good spirits?

I'm not a psychologist, but this is where I would start first.

These are, so to speak, your possible adjustment / control instruments.

BUT; This does not replace a visit to the doctor / psychologist!

The likelihood is very high that you are currently experiencing acute psychosis and should go to psychological treatment very, very quickly while you are still able to act. So please go to the nearest clinic as soon as possible, which has a psychiatric department, you can just google it. You can call a taxi to take you there. I think the part of you who wrote that with the amphetamines knows just now that you have a paranoid, drug-induced flare and the voices are only in your head.

Incidentally, it is usually said in psychology that the "voices" that you hear are hidden, suppressed or unconscious facets of your OWN personality.

Think about what - assuming you were yourself (just take it for a short moment), you would like to tell yourself urgently, or what you'd be angry with yourself.

Yup! I join!

So I also hear them outside of my house. And I've already tried to leave it but the voices stayed…

In any case, I'm on the verge of rehab

As soon as I'm among friends, they are calm, but we're never at home…

Because that's the worst problem, it's home and my parents don't believe this story. Nobody does that at home but I'm sure that there are people who are better not to be noticed and use such serious topics as hearing voices for their pleasure without worrying about possible consequences.

How do you say: there's nothing that does not exist.

I'm going to rehab very soon, but what will keep you from continuing if my guess should / could be correct?

That sounds like a psychotic surge (possibly induced by degeneracy). Roughly speaking, a psychosis has a chemical imbalance in the brain. This leads to hallucinations (mostly acoustic), delusions, paranoia etc.

Especially the fact that you hear these voices on amphetamine leads me to conclude that it may be a drug-related problem.

Very important: stop consuming amphetamine or ideally no psychotropic substances at all. And be sure to see the nearest psychiatrist / psychotherapist for advice and to take further steps. The earlier you look for help, the better the forecast!

Which leads me to conclude that hallucinations and paranoia are involved:

Your friends don't seem to hear these voices, even if they're with you (I guess)
You mainly hear the voices on amphetamine
You feel "shadowed and insulted"

These are all classic symptoms of a psychotic episode.

Thank you

I feel better