Why do I feel so pointless and unnecessary when I play PS4?

Why do I feel so pointless and unnecessary when I play PS4?

I find it neither pointless nor unnecessary to play. But that depends on everyone.

For people who like to play a lot, it is a nice pastime just like other people like watching football or screwing cars or going to ballet or what do I know XD

However, if you have these feelings while playing, I might think about canceling the PS4 again

Then just let it… My goodness forces you but no xD

Please do that in more detail.

How much do you play?

What else do you do? Which basic attitude do you have to work and play and social contacts?

I played a lot in my school days and messed up my school. But that's not why I did not do that. I did it because I was scared of school and wanted to distract myself.

Then your playing expresses something. It means: I have stress, I feel overwhelmed.

Thank your game for the message. Then remove the cause. So the fear. Ask her. Who or what triggers the fear and how can you handle it?

When I got home, I did not want to see my schoolbag. Just put off with it and playstation on world.

I just had a hate on it. I have always disturbed the lessons, etc.

That is probably already heavily dependent on someone

This is exciting!

Hate is usually caused by injury. Who or what hurt you at school? Or did the injury not happen at school but at home and you failed (did you fail?) At school?

Even "disturbing lessons" is a power game. Did you faint and help yourself with it?