I noticed that almost everything in my life is unimportant or doesn't matter to me.
I only ever talk to myself that something is important to me but when it is gone I don't care. For example cell phone, Ps4 or good grades at school. But it goes so far that I somehow don't care whether my parents, my brother or anyone else would die or whatever. Everything I do I only do out of boredom or as a pastime. Like e.g. This. It has always been like this. I don't know if something is wrong with me or if I have to find something that I enjoy, so far I have not found anything. Always when I thought that I found something that I enjoy, such as watching sports or watching some series, it turned out that I didn't care. The only thing I don't care about is food but well. I enjoy eating but only and while I'm eating. Sometimes it's kind of like I'm hungry while I'm eating. What is still important to me is my life and that's it. However, I'm considering whether if I die my life will not matter and I think it will.
What you least want to hear: find a therapist. If the bad one is looking for someone else. And so on until you have found one you are comfortable with and can talk to him / her about
Be yourself, don't pretend to be someone else… Talk to people if something doesn't suit you.
Try having a serious conversation with someone closest to you and telling them about your feelings
I feel u. Talk to a friend about it
What is the question?
What I can do that is fun for me.
What I can do that is fun for me.
Watching anime
Hear Death Metal
Watch my little pony
Learn cooking
Nature walks
Learn to program
Get to know internet culture better
Data piracy
Video games with a good story
See all James Bond films
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