Why is everything I do and always wrong?

I had an internship and I have to do a folder and stuff. Today my mother wanted to look at everything and has maligned me. I did not have the table of contents as a table and I can understand it. But then we looked at my resume and she directly said that's wrong though using the pattern resume on planet profession as a template. My mother said that it does not make sense and make the CV so uu. I should then make a new one and should use the curriculum vitae of my stepfather who wrote it for him. I just got names and changed everything there. I had worked hard with the other one and sat there for over an hour because I wanted to be reasonable only to be tickled and said to be wrong. I'll pack the example and my CV below.

Now my mother took my PlayStation because she thinks now without having looked at it all is wrong on all sheets. I just always hate it, everything is wrong and I do not think that means whatever it is. So slowly I start to doubt if I can do anything right and if I'm up to the challenges of life at all. Whenever my parents have to take care of me crying I do not know why vlt from a guilty conscience. So I had it before but that was wrong again that I cried. My mother, I'm a 15 year old boy, but I'm so emotional and can't hold back.

At the weekend I can also hear from my stepfather again that I did not do anything right although he can't even write a CV as mentioned earlier. I have to say that he is not German but that is no excuse because he has lived in Germany for 18 years. It wouldn't be enough to make spelling mistakes, but writing the CV and application yourself is also stupid (I think).

I do not always want to disappoint my parents but somehow everything is always wrong. I just hate to be as dumn as I seem to be. I would like to kill myself simply because one dies anyway, whether early or late. Is the CV really that wrong because I think it's a good thing.

You have done nothing wrong. CVs can be visually different. I know that, because I work in the personnel office and have many application folders in my hand.

It's even desirable that someone who advertises does not create a boring standard CV and let their creativity run wild.

You did not do anything wrong by adjusting your details to the template. Your mother should be proud of you. There's no right or wrong here. Of course she wants only your best, but her reaction is a little over the top. How does she come to think that her CV is the only one right? A look in google shows that CVs can be personalized. The main thing is the information about the person are correct.

If you make a complete application for the internship, think of a cover sheet (with photo and address). It always feels good and makes a decent impression.

She said that the resume she did was better because you have to be creative but she said mine is completely wrong.

Your CV is correct.

She complimented me and said I just wrote it down and I would have made no effort. She said the school wants you to look at it and improve it also said that I would have got a 6 for the resume or at most a 5. I can understand if she wants my resume is good, but where should I get it from know better if we talked about writing a curriculum vitae just once in school for 5 minutes. It is clear that one takes it especially as an inexperienced student an example from the Internet as a template. And this pattern CV was even recommended to us by the teachers.

You are 15, you go to school, you learn all this yet. That's why you go to school at all, so to learn.

What does your mother expect from you?

Apart from that, both CVs are correct. The first one shows that he is "home-made" and therefore has taken a lot more time and effort than the pre-made mask from the internet.

The one with the mask is for it clear and detailed and of course quite professionally designed.

If I understood you correctly, then the "home-made" one your mother made. Maybe she's so proud of her accomplishments that she thinks you have to take them.

No matter what and how, she should let you do as you think, and not discourage you.

Maybe next time you'll just say you're doing it the way you do today, and you do not know how she got it then. There are many different ways to do the same thing right.

Do not take their nagging to heart, you have two ears, one where it goes in and another where it comes out again. Just put your ears on the passage, think your part, and give your nuts right.

Tomorrow you'll take both resumes to school, show them off and listen to what the teacher means.

No, the self-made one is mine and the one from the internet has been my original. I needed about 1 hour for this CV. But my mother said that the one I did was completely wrong and I would be put right in an application and I would get a 6 at school. My mother never lets me do that as I see fit. She says I should do it my way, but if I do it differently than she would do, she'll complain. And I'm on vacation and therefore can't ask a teacher but I have a friend from the parallel class said that they should have given the previously before the teacher and she did it as in the template and it was right. I also told my mother that the teachers said we should do the CV according to the pattern and have linked this CV. I do not think that would be on Planetberuf and the teachers would recommend us if the allegedly wrong. I should now also make the complete folder again, although she has seen only 2 pieces of paper.

Dear Couchgamer,

I had already sent you a long time ago to another question an answer. Now your question has touched me again, so I would like to write something about this.

First, I want to tell you, you have done wonderfully, the CV is absolutely fine. Please do not let anything else persuade you. And then I would like to tell you something else, very important and valuable:

Hey, you're just as good as you are! I'm totally disappointed and sad about your mother, because she is not adorable at all, maybe she can't be, I do not know, but the way she always deals with her son, so you, that's really a shame on you,

According to your stories (I myself have 2 children, one of them at your age) you are a totally adorable guy, a boy who should also listen and positive something that I would like to give you…

I'm saddened by your sadness and even more depressed by the fact that someone (like your mother) can be your own child…

Give her my best regards, I would like to reason with her (if she is even able to do that) talk to her and explain her a few things that are much more important in life than their desired "creativity"

So, look in the mirror and tell yourself the following sentence to the person you see:

Hey, you're good, EXACTLY AS YOU ARE

Fritzchen, why are your homeworks all right today?

My dad had no time yesterday, so I made her myself this time…

Do not let your mother scare you. Be sure to keep your first draft and if it makes your mother happy, do it the way she wants. Anyway, you have the A-card either because of the high time spent because you have to do everything twice or because of the inevitable grumbling of your mother.

But maybe you also have the courage of your mother to stand up and tell her very clearly that you have a right to your own "mistakes", because from these you learn ;-)

By the way, your CV is completely ok!