Do i feel imperfect?

I'm 15 years old and I don't know what to do with me anymore. For about 4 months my life has been going downhill. I'm lazy, have no motivation for anything, don't care about myself and I don't know who I'm, what I feel, what I enjoy, what inspires me. I have forgotten all of these things. When a person tells me, "get inside yourself and look for things you enjoy," then I have no idea how to do it because I feel like I don't have my own opinion on anything, like I'm not my own at all Human. I hardly ever go out, have no hobbies (other than gaming or watching anime) and just don't know what fulfills me. I think that's the biggest problem. That I have no idea about myself. I have friends, but since the corona pandemic we have hardly seen or heard each other, I don't even know whether they still consider me friends. In addition, I'm basically very shy and I find it difficult to meet new people. I just sit at home all day and hang out on my cell phone or PS4. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions on how I can change any of these things, I would be happy to hear from you.

Your soul and your body are related. If you don't go out, run, feel the weather, move, then your brain and your emotions stand still.

You pass the time sitting or lying down. That makes you passive, immobile, depressed.

The pandemic brought me closer to my religion. I have joined groups where we exchange ideas about things we like or criticize, for example.

I feel for you. Although I'm a little older, I keep getting these conditions too. From my point of view, this is just a phase that will go away again. Sure, with the Corona measures, the whole thing becomes even more complicated.

Sorry, but I'll give you the same tip anyway: Find a project. Something you enjoy. Write a book on a topic that interests you and publish it. Or infiltrate a community of an influencer and communicate with people from the community. Or maybe you enjoy drawing… Find something that you can share with others (including on the internet).

You are in a depressive phase. Sport / exercise helps. Projects where you work physically would be an idea. Create cosplay as an anime fan e.g.

Much strength to you. You're not alone.

Yes, due to Corona, many now have time to think about themselves and their life, before you didn't notice it that way, far too much stress, now a lot is missing that you could previously "cloud over" your life, so to speak (fun, cinema, swimming pool, etc.) . Be happy that it is like that, after Corona you can start to find yourself, find out what makes you happy, who you are, what interests you might have. After Corona, find a hobby, try things out, cook or something you can do well now, maybe you'll have fun with it!

All the best!

The problem is, I don't know if I enjoy cooking even if I try it out. This is the case with many things. Does it make sense? I do not think so

But you notice that, but maybe you do not perceive it so strongly because you first have to find something that you are really "burning" for.