For a long time I'm getting worse, I'm always tired and slightly depressed. I go out only in the company of a friend or adult, alone I'm afraid to go out. I keep my room always dark and just go out to school, after school I sleep for 1-3 hours, but then I'm just as aggressive as my brother, if he wants to play PlayStation. I do not really have real friends, because you usually always have to write to these people in order to meet them.
I pull back more and more, even school Internally I feel miserable, I always look forward to the weekend and join back into my room, read a bit and I'm on the phone.
My parents often avoid me, except when I write a 2, which did not happen this school year. When I talk to you about finding friends, they mean that I have to settle for being alone or always adapt to everyone.
How can I become happy again and open up to my parents?
I always leave my room dark
Let it be. Light brings ever more mood.
And then look for a team sport. Something real, not on the PC or mobile phone.
Why does nobody read the other questions? I Can't VISIT A CLUB AND THAT'S WHY I'M ASKING.
As unbelievably stupid as it sounds, look for friends. Your social contacts are pretty rusty. I think as soon as you have someone with whom you can do something, you feel much better. In addition, you could look for a new hobby, which one must go out (sports, photography, bird watching). Somewhere I can understand your parents too, have you ever considered that they might be annoyed and maybe even angry, because you are still trapped? Do something together, you could go to the zoo or something. Or you use your lonely time in your room rather to learn, then it works well with the notes. By the way, exercise also helps against fatigue, you can go jogging instead of going to sleep.
The one with the friends is my biggest problem, I have a big buddy for whom I always do everything and he gives me in exchange for a birthday 5 euro bill and then he says, let's have a look a bit RTL 2, although I think that's awful.
I can't visit clubs and clubs, but learning it would be a good idea.
I have tried this 7 months now, only I'm in a gym for 100 euro a month and logged in there I just go and that is the condition. An association with us does not exist anymore, they have all dissolved.
Yes, obviously you have autism so to speak, a disability. Do you want? You obviously nothing. Nevertheless, should your parents love you?
Something you will probably have to do. From nothing, comes nothing
Then suggest to your buddy something else, you could, for example, a hobby together exercise (I go with my friends often pictures) or learn together. That certainly makes it more fun than RTL2.
It is not strong!
Of course, I want to do something, I have also improved in English and English for a grade, but it's just not a 2 but a 3+ been in the work.
Different types of school, G8 and G9 (I'm in high school, he is in comprehensive school). Yes, I have often suggested a common hobby, but he prefers to hit you full with beer, coke and chips. He said you have to move to watching sports, but I think it's so boring… I always took pictures with my old friends, so I was more often outside, but then there was a big fight and for 2 years we're not more friends.
Yes and why do not you write to anyone when you feel lonely? How does that work with the books? Can you follow the plot? Concentrate 2 hours? Develop feelings. Books are great but the rest is flop
I'll do it with my buddy ", but he does not care, I'm also there for others…
Yes, I can do everything.
Sadly, my dad would not hit my head, I'm also learning at the moment, sometimes it goes wrong, but sometimes it pays off. Yes, I tried a side job with the newspaper, but I'm out after 3 months, because I've worked too much in my opinion and got only 50 euro.