I'm a very impatient person. For example I would like to have the new xbox, or a boyfriend, or experience a certain point in time. How do I manage to be more patient, to find a friend is of course not possible today and tomorrow, but now to buy things like an Xbox? I have to wait, but my impatient self is annoying to me.
I also annoy my fellow human beings with my intrusiveness and that I laugh too much… I find it annoying myself that I show too much zest for life and don't want to perform as described anymore, that's why many people avoid me who I find interesting or great. I'm too strange for them and I actually stand by it, but lately I've heard too often that I'm annoying and exhausting because of my behavior.
What can I do to be more patient and to drive myself down too?
Start meditating to calm your mind.
Meditation. I would have said that as well.